Feeling, Living, Working

I Do Care

September 17, 2015


Woke up at 5am for a 6am meeting where everyone cancelled but one colleague. Super lame.

However, after yesterday’s convo with Krysta I am changing my language from “I just don’t care” to “I just can’t be angry” — do you feel the difference?

Because I *do* care. I care so much & my bar is set so high and it seems that no one else gives a shit, but I do. The disconnect is where the anger is. And the anger only hurts me. My bar will stay high & my work will be excellent & I can try to be forgiving of the lack of care all around me, but I can’t be angry about it. Because I want to feel happy in my day, regardless of every one else’s bullshit.

I want freedom.

How about you?

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  • Reply Lindsey September 17, 2015 at 10:07 am

    Oh, do I relate to this. Yes. That small shift makes such a huge difference. Indeed.

    • Reply jtao21 September 20, 2015 at 11:34 am

      xo hard to remember at times, but useful when you do.

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